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| Louisa: Omg hahahahahaha (the hysterical laughter is due to our embarrassing video at your house hahahaha backstreetboys ftw!!) You don't know really how glad I am to have you in my life. I am really, and I thank God for putting you in my life and I thank you for investing your life in me as well whatever way it may be. I feel really so fortunate that you are willing to be integrated in my life so seamlessly even though we went through so much phases that were so rough at times. And that makes it even more extraordinary: that we do have those really painful moments but yet it feels as though you've never left me(not like you ever did.. but yknowyknow) and together we're even stronger than before. And on a more retarded side(which is your side btw don't push it to my side hahaahahah), you're really superrrrr spastic but that's ok cos I'm equally spastic too, if not more. But we all know I learnt it from you so that's ok too(stop blaming me for everything ya, all the not-so-pleasing things are def not from me!!!) And I will never stop breaking out into hysterical unstoppable laughter when I think abt pb(yknow which one hahaha dunno ask me) and ya I don't even need to look at it hahahah omg you bring so much joy into my life you know or not. (Just like how you will also break into nonstop laughter when you re-enact the scene of me falling off your dad's car seat) Hahaha anyway you're going HK later this morning so I hope you have a safe and fun trip and you're not gonna read this anytime too soon anyway but yeah. I just felt like posting at Xanga cos it's been a while and I feel quite comforted posting here (dunno why also, strange kinda comfort la) and I also want a part of you here too. <3 (And I finally took back your planner kkkkkkkk I using it)
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omg faster come back pls, i hate having headaches alone. seems like i'm having headache everyday
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| Hit me recently that God never ever gives up on me in any way. I mean it's the truth, stated in bible and all. But, God has been dropping words into my heart. So it just hits me really hard and all. In every struggle that I have, God will never ever stop revealing His plan to me through the Word and through His people. Like for example some you have some problems, and so you need to change. But being in the world of worldly influence, you just either don't feel like changing or you can't no matter what. (But the truth is, nothing is impossible with God, so I guess that's not a really valid reason why you're not changing.) But you realise during worship, sermon, altar call etc, what's being said/preached/etc applies to you greatly because you know you gotta change. And even when you do your QT, you read the Word of God and He tells you to change. (Supposed to obey the Word, but many a times, we struggle in this area right?) Last time, when this happened to me, I thought "Ok, this is irritating." But now, I realise that all these while, God didn't give up on me. So now, I will apply it into my life. & will you too? | | |
| When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. | | |
| Received some email from Venus. Some inspiring powerpoint.
"I would prefer to be an honest failure than to be a corrupt success"
"Before you speak, listen.
Before you write, think.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you criticise, wait.
Before you pray forgive.
Before you quit, try."
"In search for me, I discovered truth. In search for truth, I discovered love. In search for love, I discovered God. And in God, I have found everything." (Amen to that. My God, my everything.)
"As we sail through life, don't avoid storms and rough waters. Just let it pass. Just sail. Always remember, calm seas never make skillfull sailors." (Have been focusing on this recently. So true.)
"Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness, and understanding you can muster, and do it with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again." (Imagine your close friends and family going to be die tonight, what would you do?)
"Today is a new day! Many will seize this day. Many will live it to the fullest. Why not you?" (Why not me? I live my life to the fullest!)
The bracket words are just my comments.
Anw, iamsuch@hotmale! Haha, Sarah told me that. Had shepherding with Sarah then slacked in school with Huiwei, Kayshini and Sarah. My table is really neat now btw. And we've (Oh actually I) recruited new members into Mochi Club. Sarah and June! Sarah doesn't really like Mochi ice cream btw.
I love Caregroup so much. | | |
| Clara&I = Mochi eating at cheers
Enjoy Mochi moments with Clara everytime after trng. And esp if it's Friday before floorball. Something to look forward to.
During QT just now, God spoke to me. He told me to be patient for He will reveal His plan to us. I was flipping through and decided to read James.
[James 5:7-12]
Patience in suffering
Yes, we may be facing some troubles now. But all I do is complain and saying "It's the end of the world" etc. Verse 9- "Don't grumble against each other.." Let's not forget that the Lord is a promise keeper not a promise breaker. That He will definitely fulfil His promises. And after persevering, we'll then see what the Lord will finally bring to you. This is His perfect plan. Furthermore, God wants to prosper us, not harm us. It's a phrase that's overused, but how many actually apply this knowledge into our lives?
That common [father] will become a common stranger. (By Max Lucado)
Familiarity kills, but am I getting a little bit of a hangin'? | | |
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