Miss(haps)

How many times? How many darn times?

I've been at http://vacantfaces.livejournal.com for quite some time and I guess I may want to go there for now. But before that, I wanna say that I just came back from X29 camp (ystd) and when I reached home (around 4.30) I slept immediately all the way till this morning 930am. Except that I woke up twice by my brother's super loud laughter. I guess this camp was quite different  in the issues of my heart condition and people. (And I realise now that it's not up to me to decide if this was THE camp, but the camp's over anyway) There were alot of cup noodles and alot of cheers for every meal, but I lost my voice quite badly so I just did the actions to save the embarrassment(Kidding) we played pacman on the last night, now my legs are hurting like mad even walking kills. I hate to make empty promises but sometimes my words/current emotions got a better of what's gonna happen and I'll just go back and rack my brains on how not to break my promises. Other then that, I had alot of fun and I feel I don't need to care about whoever thinks, as long as I know what I'm doing and what my heart is really saying. Besides everything else that's happening in my life, I really do love Crescent cg and during this camp, I've been constantly reminded of how caring the CAREgroup is and how bonded we are by God. The days of Crescent cg were relived even though the people may be different, but the God element is still there. I always say I don't feel home when I went back to YHope but I guess that's just an outsider view and the camp really brought me closer back into the group. Sometimes I don't feel like I'm ready(all the time actl) but it seems like I'll never be ready at this rate, but God can move our hearts amen.

I promise to love and care for each and every one of you genuinely. (This isn't the promise which I feel I'll fail to keep, I really want to love all of you just as you are)

Danger Radio

I think the creator of Facebook should be shot dead. (Just like how angry I am at our creator, but we don't say He should be shot dead) It's wasting a whole load of my time but I just can't stop! Hate Facebook. Anyway Nicholas (finally) decided to brush his teeth this morning and he's laughing like a lunatic (Steph you're right!!!) while watching channel 35, I suppose it's Tom&Jerry becos that's the only cartoon he laughs at.

Louisa iz back we're gonna have sushi for dinner at Vivo but now she's watching Golden Compass good job just leave me alone. Ha, but I'm going to buy my new camera now. Mother is rushing me bbbz

I wish we all could win

Love, could make you beautiful.

There seems to be a cloud over my heart. A cloud, a cloud that comes from somewhere, I wish I know. So now, I have to tell you what happened tdy. (Nothing much) Pankhurst House Comm meeting in sch very early in the morning, but everyone has to agree that it was the most productive meeting we have held. (Finally) But still, there are still many things undone. (Hope there aren't much things left unsaid) The more interesting part of my day was that Huiwei came to study with me after my meeting. We both got to admit that we did more Sudoku than homework today, but can't you see, we can't help it. We're Sudoku pros, and I'm not even kidding. We've been hooked onto it everywhere we go and we can do it speedy. Craved for Swensens so we went there for lunch (cum dinner, we're supposedly on a diet) then there comes the craving for Bridge. So we met up with Sarah and Zoey, played Bridge and attended a little bit of Zoey's cell group meeting. Left earlier to make it just in time for a quick walk through the Singapore Arts Museum before it closes. (Free admission) I hope I wasn't that angry with our creator becos it's making me angsty.

Knowing doesn't beat, feeling.

Smile like you mean it

Happy (Belated) Birthday Nicholas (Babe)

Grandpa/ma

Coca steam with family for Nicholas' birthday. I was gonna explode and my grandpa just couldn't stop eating. Filled myself in with lots of HK show (Forensic Heroes) last week. This week is homework week:

cCccap girl kept me company this week

I'll draw the angry boy again.

So what?

If you are so good for the _____? So what if I'm not and I got something else? So what if she knows? Big deal.

My mom just told me my dad's coming home this coming week. Hope this time it won't be another emotional trip again. Hope he brings back something good, someone good this time.

It doesn't help if I'm mad at the world. I think you're mad though.